Make room for thoughts…. Allow space for truth…

          I haven’t forgotten friendster yet although now i’m addicted to facebook. don’t know why nowadays always feel emptiness when i go back home. i realise i don’t have much friends. high school friends are busy. well, my schedule is different from them. i sleep when ppl are awake, i wake up in the middle of the night to do work. don’t even talk about yum cha wif friends, i don’t even talk much with my family. everytime i feel dey r adding the stress or mess in my mind. what to do? so i just talk to cheryl and rachel on the way back home everyday lor. i don’t even care about the things around me anymore. Bersih rally? i read dat from erin’s blog. facebook is my social life. reading friend’s blog is my way of updating myself wif what’s happening wif them. erin is in melbourne but she noes what’s happening in m’sia like the bersih rally and all. i’m tired of we bohemians r always the slowest. i don’t blame train project for affecting my studio work or other works. i have no complaints…. but always the group dat is tegur-ed by lih jiunn is frustrating. v really tried our best. and we r hoping for the best, dat our part will turn out nice. i didn’t send ms shereen my drawing online as promised on one night coz we (me, rach n cheryl) reached home arnd 12.30 mid nite from hilton. i couldn’t blame on train… and i didn’t want to coz i noe my responsibility as student. too tired to take photos n scan so i send 2 ms shereen the next day. i don’t want to b labelled as a blamer…. everything oso got excuse, blame on something. i’m doing what i can do now. it’s the best i could. i have no one to turn to already. if there ever is…. it’s either i haven’t complete it yet, or too tired or still couldn’t come up wif a better idea. it’s my fourth one and my final one. i don’t noe whether it’s for the better or worse…. i think it’s the best out of the four. what’s important is how i think rite? must have faith in my work….. keep designing till i noe wat works and wat doesn’t now…. hope this one does. one thing for sure, i hope dey don’t think it’s rubbish, dats it. and dat i can hand in on time. thanx 2 cheryl who taught me ( actually helped me) with premier pro. n rachel oso for my ‘advisor’ when i have queries or jz nid advise for  studio work. u guys r d other ears who listen to my rants or whatever. i won’t forget u all when i become famous. lol.