Make room for thoughts…. Allow space for truth…

            It’s like an art piece, you can’t make a 2nd piece that looks the same.

             I discovered…….

I can live the life of a wanderer very well

I like to go to places that no one has gone before

do things no one did before

I tend to walk alone more often than usual

i did not plan to

like what i said before

i have my own pace

sometimes i like to walk fast, sometimes slow

walking alone, i discovered more

things get to my senses more easily

i get to captured the essence more profoundly

i get to appreciate and analyse more

that is probably why

my family members keep looking for me while holidaying in Bangkok

i can just disappear in a blink of an eye

always not going with the group

going against the current?

is it good or bad?

something from somewhere tells me to fight against the current

not only today

even before that

need to learn to not doubt myself

learn to go crazy sometimes

not so conservative i guess

i like to travel

anywhere in the world

think global but live like the locals

this is true travelling

absorbing the culture like a sponge

adds colours, texture and richness to life

this is so meaningful that i find a new interest in my life

They said " you have changed so much compare to the lee hua two years ago"

i like some of the changes but not all

i like the way i look at things now

i like my more open-minded mind

the other things that have changed which i don’t really like

shall keep in the dark for awhile

What someone said today makes me wonder

How do you differentiate a background singer and a singer?

One is low profile, one is well known and loved

Their talents?

the same in my opinion

both can sing well

one sings behind, one in the limelight

efforts and determination are the differences it seems

one thing for sure,

what’s at the back can always move to the front ( and vice versa)

obstacles you will face for sure

but that shouldn’t stop anyone

for making it to the front is a glamorous thing

but never forget how you made it there

for arrogance will cost you what you’ve gained

Always wanted to have a gap year

travel across the world as an exchage student

never had the chance to

Now my wish is to join a voluntary group or a charity organization

to help the people in need

to give back something to the world

however i always lose the battle to time

for i have my other responsibilities

I hope people will not only look at what’s on the surface

and ignore what’s inside

how do you change what people think and perceive?

99% of the people in the world is like that

i bet you are like that

even i dare say i’m like that most of the time

but trying to change now

because when i get older

attractive things don’t seem so attractive anymore

used to have crushes on cute or good looking guys easily

Now?

no feelings at all

don’t take it wrong

i’m not senget

probably i’ll just go ‘ooh, he’s cute’ and that’s it

what’s inside is more attractive

but guess what?

i’ve been seeing alot of ugly things

not in the sense of physical

and not only from the opposite sex