Make room for thoughts…. Allow space for truth…

i’m so bored.So sien of seeing everyone with their boyfriends or girlfriends.I’m happy being jz the way i am (or maybe i don’t)but i feel left out or abnormal….Haihz.Suddenly i feel that my circle of friends is quite small compare to other people.I prefer true n close friends rather than thousands of friends that i don’t really know.That’s why my frienster’s friends list is less than 50.And some people has already achieved 1000!Going to Taiwan on Wednesday, don’t know what to expect…but hope to make new friends.I hope it’s not the same scenario as last year’s trip to Korea.I had a blast there, mind you.It’s jz some people in the tour group.There’s this guy i had a crush on last time in secondary school and i think he had a crush on me too( for not too long), coz somehow i sensed the ‘chemistry’….Actually most of the girls from my school liked him(popular guy mah), so…..ahem.Surprise, surprise, he was in the same tour group as me.Didn’t know wat to do coz i knew him from a camp n v didn’t really know each other.SO? i just acted i don’t really know him coz i didn’t think he would remember me ,besides he had tons of girlfriends and changed them quite often.A bit embarassing to see him for 1 whole week.Him alone was enough, summore got 2 more senior ex student -prefects from other tour agencies that joined us in Korea.Seifo…Anyways, i really hope this kind of thing will not happen in Taiwan.God, please! i beg you.I had alot of fun in Korea.Main reason? Superb tour leaders!Mayb coz they always belanja me and my bros snacks…lol!Cathy, the tour guide from Korea complimented that i look pretty….that made my day…( i don’t care whether she was lying).Mayb becoz i look ok even without cosmetic surgery!lol! Evil…evil…hehe.Billie, a Korean student photographer told my father that he has a pretty daughter. Thank you, thank you.But then, he turned around again and said he was only joking?! How could he! Grrrrr……Haha.I don’t blame him….i’m just an ugly duckling…*sob sob*.Skiing is the best! I learnt ice skating last Tuesday in Pyramid.Ashley teman-ed me at first then i was on my own. I enjoyed it and had a great time. Although i was not as fast and smooth as Ash but i was doing ok. Govin and Rachel joined us in the rink later. Then all of us watched Casino Royale with Jun Hao, Marcus and Kok Wing. The movie was good and i kinda like Daniel Craig-the new James Bond ( Mr. Last Name- First Name- Last Name < Bond- James - Bond>). He has got a different kind of ‘coolness’..Don’t know what i want to do during the hols when i come back from Taiwan. Wanted to learn Autocad but i got a super lagged computer (coz of the stupid virus). Wanted to learn to drive better coz had my first accident and it was stupid.But i also wanted to earn some money and gain some work experiences, especially from an architecture firm.But where to find and how? Summore i don’t know autocad yet..Haiz..